I have a shipment to be delivered next week, and I am more than ready to have that out of the way. After that, I am half way there. UG contacted me last week wanting me to be part of their Fall Catalog as well. That would mean they would want 185 more pieces. At first I was very excited when I considered the financial benefits. I shared this with a few other people and they seemed impressed. I was on the verge of taking it, when I went home and spoke with my husband. I realized that I disregard his opinion when it comes to things ceramic (i.e. the indoor studio...although I think that situation has worked out perfectly :P). On this particular issue though, I realized that he was right and I don't think I could continue this another 7 months (I've already promised myself 3 more months.). It's very stressful and time consuming, and I need the freedom in my life to just play and be careless. It's hard for me not to throw in the towel right now, but I would suffer such a large deficit, that I need to press through it.

The final thing to mention is that I have been tossing around an idea for a body of work for almost a year now. I could not figure out how I wanted to treat the surface of part of the form. I mentioned not having a lot of time lately just to play and relax. It's in those moments when I am high-spirited and careless, that I have a lot of creative things bouncing around in my head. I've realized if I can grab a sketchbook, focus on my pots, and have a bit of quite time, I can come up with some really great ideas. I've been trying to remind myself of my childhood, and I stumbled upon two different children's videos that I used to watch constantly. They were both on VHS and I'm pretty sure my Mom doesn't have them anymore. I actually found the video of one on youtube (Know the Alphabet)! I really wish I could watch the Aesop's Fables again. I started incorporating them into my work at one point and I would like to remember what captivated me so much about that video. I don't know if I could use any of this in my work or particularly how to incorporate it, but it was exciting nonetheless.

Today, I was in a meeting and the mood struck me to doodle, and after much thought, I finally found the direction of what I want to add to the pieces. We will see where this heads, but I hope it's in the right way! Just in case this doesn't work out, I will be enjoying myself with Ms. Melissa Meyers this weekend picking some strawberries. Growing up, we always had a garden or bought our vegetables locally, so I'm really excited to do this. Let's hope the weather is nice.